|
[February 02, 2010 @ 11:50pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 nerdy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Paranormal State |
] |
I am seeing my new psychiatrist tomorrow. Hopefully it will go well. Apparently her office is really close to an American Apparel. I see this as a good omen.
I think I am going to break out my old diary that I was using when I was in first year. I was going through such a hard time back then, and writing my feelings really made me feel better. LJ is great, but sometimes I just want to ramble and not worry if people are reading it.
My shifts this week got cancelled. I was so pissed. Honestly, I don't know what I'm going to do. I just want a job! Hailey said she is going to give my resume to her boss at Costco. I'd work there! Everyone I know who has ever worked there has loved it. I just hope she doesn't forget to bring in my resume or anything. I don't know why, but I just got worried that she would bring in Chelsea and Megan's, but not mine...see why I need to be seeing a psychiatrist right now? Haha.
I've been trying to stay focused lately on what is important. I've been trying to focus on school since I haven't been working too much. I have a two midterms on thursday, and I have been studying all day. I had a wicked nap today, so I know that I'm going to have a hard time sleeping. I think I'm going to be productive, and study until I feel like going to bed.
|
|
|
[January 30, 2010 @ 8:11pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 thirsty |
] |
I had such fun today. My mom and I went and got our hair cut, we went and bought some jewelery at a vintage store, and then we got these one of a kind necklaces made from crocheting silver. I also got this vintage painting of a woman wearing a giant hat with feathers on it.
I'll post pictures of them all later. I'm rather comfy lounging on my mother's couch atm.
Oh, and apparently I'm a singer in a folk rock band now. More news on this soon.
|
|
| Goals |
[January 19, 2010 @ 11:12pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 pensive |
] |
So, as I sit here, applying for jobs after I have finished all my homework I can't help but think about how I need to get my shit together. I need a plan. I'm hoping I will be going to some interviews soon. I really want to get a stable job. I don't think I want to do the retail thing anymore, I want an actual job. I want something that will get my foot in the door at a hospital or a rehab so I can start working in the field I want my career to be. Even if it is just as a secretary for now, I just want to get myself into that environment.
So...these are my long term goals:
- be focused at school. I need to do my readings when they are supposed to be done, and try my hardest with my projects.
- find a stable job. I want something part-time for now, but in the summer, I would hope that it would progress to full-time.
- save my money. No more of this "OMGINEEDTHISSHIRTINMYLIFE" bullshit. Save your money! Wait until it is something that you need to buy!
- I want to get a job that is stable and pays enough to potentially start to live on my own. I am totally cool with the roommate thing for now, but what about next year? I just want to be able to support myself.
- live happily ever after
My social life shit is way too complicated to set goals like this. I'm just going to try my hardest not to fuck up. That's pretty much as far ahead as I'm thinking in the social world.
|
|
|
[January 17, 2010 @ 4:03pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 cheerful |
] |
So...this practically being unemployed things has some downsides. I mean...the apartment can only be so clean, homework can only be so done, and games can only be so played. I'm not sure what to do with myself at the moment.
I made my rosary into a necklace today. I'm not sure if my Grandma would be okay with that, but I've been wanting to do it for a while. I keep seeing them everywhere, and I think they look nice in a tacky kind of way. I have a rosary, and it is really pretty. The beads around it are crystals, and the chain and cross are silver. The only problem is that my head was way to huge to fit through it. So I took an clasp off an old necklace, and put it on my rosary and ta-da! Rosary necklace!
I just had a shower, and it is 4pm. I don't even think I would have showered today if I didn't have to be somewhere at 5:30. I need a job or a new hobby or something.
|
|
| Last Night |
[January 16, 2010 @ 10:06am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sore |
] |
So, Megan threw a party last night to celebrate her quitting her job. I had such a good time! There were so many people there. I drank a litre of this really cheap wine, and it didn't really hit me until I walked home to get my wallet. You see, the apartment security was called to Megan's, and they said that if there was another complaint that she would be evicted.
dun dun dunnnnnn!
So everyone decided to go to the pub down the road, but I didn't have my wallet on me. So I decided to walk home and get it. I only live a few blocks away, so it didn't take too long. But by the time I got home, it was like the wine hit me all at once. I was a wreck. When I went into my room and saw my bed, I realized how tired I was, and I layed down and went to sleep. Oops.
Now that I'm up and drinking some coffee all I can think about is that I want to clean the apartment, and then exercise. I'm not so sure why I feel like exercising...but I could really go to the gym right about now. Its like my mind has a lot of energy, but my body is dead. I'm so sore. It feels like the muscles in my thighs are pulled. But for some reason, I really want to do some yoga, or go to the gym.
Knowing me though, I am probably not going to exercise at all, and instead play Borderlands for several hours.
|
|
| Oh my! |
[January 14, 2010 @ 3:42pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
thoughtful |
] |
It is 3:30 in the afternoon on a Thursday, and I am in bed watching Dr.Phil. I have caught a very sudden cold. My nose is so stuffed, I'm freezing, my head is throbbing, etc. So now my plan for the day is to rest up, and do some readings in bed.
I cannot be sick right now! I have been applying to jobs everywhere I can. I am hoping that I will hear from one of them soon. My retail job isn't working out anymore. I have two shifts this week. I need to work as much as I can right now, and be ready (hopefully) for interviews soon. Sickness doesn't fit into that! Little colds often turn into insane colds with me. I gotta take it easy.
I finally found a layout I like! This is the cutest LJ layout I've seen in a while. And sleep is one of my favourite activities, so I thought it was pretty appropriate for me.
|
|
| Blogging?? |
[January 14, 2010 @ 8:29am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
cheerful |
] |
I am taking a class in Power and Stratification, and we have a very interesting project. One of our options for our final project is to write blogs about what we learn, and our thoughts on it. Now, this made me think about how I have neglected my dear livejournal, and that I should really start positing again!
So here it goes!
I'm going to revamp my LJ. I got it a new layout, and I'm going to start positing journal entries again. It has been so long! I have so many things to say!
PS. I am not using this journal to blog about class. haha.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
autumnanxiety's journal
